My last girlfriend was loud in bed and would reach orgasm really easily 100% of the time, by either fingering or intercourse. Well, we broke up and now I’m terrified that I will never be able to find another girl like that, and therefore, never be happy with anyone else. I suffer from general anxiety and OCD, so I’ve been really anxious and distressed over “what if” questions like “what if I never find another girl who is loud in bed” and “what if I never find another girl who orgasms 100% of the time”. The huge amount of doubt I feel that I will ever be able to meet another woman like that has me feeling hopeless that I will never be happy with anyone else. Sometimes I even regret breaking up with her and think I should have maybe endured the toxic relationship I had with her, just so I could continue to experience her sexual response which turned me on so much. I guess my question is, am I right to feel hopeless because women like her are extremely rare? I almost feel like giving up trying to meet another woman because I don’t think anyone else will compare, i.e, not loud during sex and don’t orgasm through intercourse or manual stimulation in vagina 100% of the time.