Is it normal to appreciate a submissive disposition in oneself? To the point of seriously wanting to be topped by a domme, complete with pegging and other belittling experiences? I have never done this, yet, though I’ve allowed penetration of my anus by both sexes but I prefer females, either hands or strap on. How do I go about seeking a fem-dom without going pro. Because I want it to be real, and genuinely want to serve HER.