I’m a male in my late 20’s. For years I’ve had this fantasy: Basically, I get incredibly turned on by exhibitionism, being watched having sex or masturbating, but only by parties who are aware and consenting and who I’m consenting to have watch. I have no desire to streak in public or to engage in sexual acts in public. I live in a very small, very rural community and it’s hard to socialize platonically as is, let alone find a partner who would share my interest or potential viewers. So how can I gain satisfaction in a way that’s safe, consensual and healthy? Is that even possible? Am I stuck having to just fantasize?