I’m 48, and still hot. My boyfriend and I have been together for over a year and our sex was awesome—up until 4 months ago when I found out that he masturbates in secret all the time. I also discovered that he watches porn. And I cane home and found a dildo in the sink and a towel on the couch. I KNOW he doesn’t cheat on me cuz he isn’t that way. He’s really private with what he does. He treats me like a queen in every other way. Now he can’t stay hard. Am I missing something. Please help!!!!!!