hello, I’m 20 years old and I have a really amazing girlfriend. But what really turns me on is thinking about me and another lad trying stuff. I know if I asked her she would say no, but I have a friend who’s gay and he said that he’d try stuff with me and won’t tell. I think about it every day and I really want to try it. I just want to get it off my mind. I spoke to her before about it but she didn’t like it, so should i just go and try it and not tell her to get it off my mind?