I hope you can answer my question its to do with my boyfriend watching porn,
I’ve never been against porn and believe that if i’m not around to pleasure a
man it’s okay, however recently whilst we were driving the screen flicked on
his phone to porn hub, and he asked me to flick it off, I was joking around
with him when i said no I want to see how many times a week you watch it and
it has been opened 7 times this week, hes a great lover and an amazing
boyfriend who I want to be my husband but all of a sudden i felt ashamed and
low and like i couldn’t please him. Were only in our late twenties so our sex
life is ongoing everyday but I feel like I don’t satisfy him or i am not
good, he says otherwise. He said that when I work long hours (Which i do
because i am a chef) he gets bored and isn’t creative to visualize himself
and I but i still can’t shake that I am not good enough. It really gets me
down knowing that he needs to masturbate even when we have sex pretty much
once a day and It’s killing me thinking that I’m not enough for him. I’ve
been cheated on by all 4 past long term partners and know he will never do
that ..I presume this is why I am having an issue however I don’t want to I
want to be secure and not care but do I just need to get over it or what
should I do.
He watches porn. Am I not good enough?
